2013年2月3日星期日

如果. 哪天

如果哪天我放棄你了, 不是我不喜歡你, 而是你不珍惜.

如果有一天我放棄了你, 請不要懷疑我是否戀上另一個人, 
是因為我發覺你不珍惜我.
離開你並非我願意, 我不想拿放棄當威脅, 因為那兩個字我不曾輕易說出口, 
因為曾經愛過...
假如有天我真正選擇了離開...
那麼對不起不是想要你的挽留...

而是對你真的死心了.
有些人總是在失去之後才知道曾經的美好...

在我決定離開你之前我會給你好多機會.
如果你把我給你的機會當作你放縱的資本,有天我會真的走出來..

雖然我會痛會傷心..

可我了解自己, 一旦愛上一個人會全心全意, 可一旦我真正決定了死心, 那麼我只會在心裡哭泣一次, 然後選擇忘記...

如果我選擇了放棄選擇了離開, 那麼我便再也不會回頭.
如果有天我放棄你了, 你會偶爾想起我嗎? 那些我們一起度過的.......
別等我累了,放棄了,你才想起來要愛我...

2013年1月3日星期四

Love U 1314

today is a special day...
N it's rare to get tis special year n day...
2013.1.4, for chinese ppl they will know what this number/date mean for...
it means love U for life...

u can tell tis words to the person u loved, such as family, frenz, or the special person in life...
but mostly couple will do confess to their partner, as a way to impress or express the love to their lover...

so do I...
I want to tell my lovely bibi, the person I really love him with all my heart...
Happy 201314...
I wish I can spend my whole lifetime with u, without any doubt... ♥



FRIDAY, 4th JANUARY OF 2013...
♥ 5. 2013. 1. 4 ♥

2012年12月22日星期六

The END of World???

Everyone were busy talking abt 211212...
coz of maya prophecy that tis day is the end of the world...
Haha...
My bro in law keep asking gotta buy candles n some foods to survive if the prophecy is real...
who's cares???
I still going out with my ♥ bibi to CELEBRATE the day...
if the day is gonna come to the end, at least I still be with my loved 1...
Then we discovered the nice food... (^^)V

KAW KAW Burger Bakar, at Tmn Mayang, PJ...



The left 1 is beef burger, the patties really juicy n tasty...
with bacon n melting chesses, the perfect combination.... ^^
THUMB UP!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

The right 1 is chicken burger, with bacon oso...
but it's bit salty...
overall it's ok, coz the chicken taste not bad, crunchy n juicy juz like KFC's chicken...

I personally vote for the beef burger, coz it's delicious...
I love the grilled patties, taste not so oily n greasy...
next time I wish I can bring my family along to try the burger... ^^

2012年12月15日星期六

Mae's mum Birthday


Happy earlier birthday celebration for my 2nd Mum!!!
Good bless to her, although she is not my real mum... but she treat me just like her real daughter, ♥ u, muacksz muacksz.... =3=


Whole family PIC... 
I ♥  tis pic so much, coz our face expression r so natural... ^^
They r my 2nd family, I love n appreciate the fate that we r together...


My BEST ever Frenz n JI MUI in Utar... ♥ 


This is me, Jane Loh... (who dunno me worr, stop being fool!!!) >.<
Long time din take photo by myself, the face expression bcame weird n nood d... T^T
But I still prefer tis pic... haha~ ♥ 

2012年12月13日星期四

♥12.12.12 ♥

哎呀, 迟了一天, 才来PO文... (我太outdated 了)
看那么多人的面书都121212的, 我当然也要来凑凑热闹咯... (真38)
不过这天真是个好难得遇见的日子, 12.12.12...
这天也是示爱日哦... ♥♥♥
可是可怜的我, 却要在这天考试, 而且还是第一张paper...
在考纸上写着121212, 心情莫名的觉得好愁怅...
别科系的也都开开心心的放假去了, 我还要待在这个鸟不生蛋的地方, 真悲哀... T^T
而且, 也没男朋友在身边... (我最爱的BIBI出国去了)
只有一堆的日语note陪我度过了这特别的一天.... (心情好复杂)
不过, 一件事情让我超开心的... (顿时心花怒放, 朵朵绽放)
我的BIBI大人虽然人在国外, 但他email我, 和我说 Happy 121212....
这个连我们重要的周年纪念日都会忘记的傻瓜竟然会特地在这天寄mail给我...
看到我都开心死了!!!! ♥
好想大声呐喊, 宣泄我这开心到不能开心的心情.... (HAPPY指数爆表)
好想立刻把他扑上床, 嘿嘿.... O.o
呵呵... 真的真的觉得好意外...
既然12.12.12是示爱日, 那我也来宣示我的爱意吧... (好害羞)

BIBI, I ♥ U!!!!!! muacksz muacksz.... ^3^


Happy 12.12.12  ♥ ^o^ 

2012年12月4日星期二

EMO

Feeling so sad these few days...
That y I always blur blur n I dunno wat I was thinking...
The mind was blank n empty, n need sweet to make me feel happy...
Bcoz it's going to the end of the year...
I still rmb wat we promise before...
till tis end of month, the decision will b make abt our relationship...
I know the incident make u heartbroken, losing faith to me...
Normally u juz like nothing, but I know u really care abt it...
From the way u talking, u treat me, I know...
I so afraid of losing u...
coz I really do love u, nobody will give me such strong feeling as u do...
I even forget the time with my ex...
I lost interested with guys, even my frenz recommend to me, no matter how good looking r him, I also not interested or got feeling to it...
I start wonder am I still a normal girl???
I dunno who can listen to my thought, who can I really tell to???
If I telling others, they also wont prescribe to the right method...
This is my problem, I juz can accept n solve by myself...





December 2012

izzit true 12-21-12 is the end of the world??
haha... if it is true, no more 2013.. ( cheh, I talking bullshit)
however, NOW ady December, the end of the year..
Y SO FAST???










haha... tis year passing so fast, like doing nothing in this year..
juz in a flash, goes nothing..
ok larr, got many incidents happened in 2012..
msn incident, the most terrible thing happened in my study life, n I ady failed on this subject... (FUCK)
celebrate most of my frenz birthday, tis year oni except of pascal 1... (SHIT, feel so sorry for him)
1st time celebrating valentine's day with frenz...
1st time go couple trip with my Bibi... (Genting)
I keep my hair longer... ( LOL, tis oso included mie??)
n I got new family members, which is Neslo, Mimi n hardneck (stubborn??)







Neslo---> 1st ever Baby Bear from my lovely BF ♥ ♥ ♥
Hardneck---> my 21st Birthday gift from my dear frenz Mae
Star---> last year birthday present from my Kedah BFF 















My new family member
---> Mimi
She got different eyes color, left eye is Blue n right eye is Yellow...
Cute n notty face.. (juz like me, hehe)





N the most important thing is....
I m officially 21 years old.. (WooHooo)
haha... can get married d, without sign of parent... (So Fast??)
my Bibi come over Kampar to celebrate my birthday with my frenz...
but I really happy although I ady been cheated... (they all pakat 2 cheating me)
However, they are best to me!!


My 21 birthday celebration with those Sampat Geng n my ♥ Bibi in Kampar.... 

But I think now no more same geng will gather like the pic above...
Bcoz some of them ady under probation n no intend 2 continue the study..
some of them seem like separate their life with us...
Juz like the broken mirror, cant gather again...
But I do believe that we can meet juz like we do before...

Now back to the topic...
I having lot of fun n sadness happened in this year...
nobody will going their life smoothly...
we muz facing challenges to make ourself more tougher and stronger..
Juz like Kelly Clarkson song "what doesn't kill u make u stronger"... (My favourite Song ^^)
So, make ourself more useful than previous year, improve n upgrade the inner beauty and stand taller than others does...