EMO

Feeling so sad these few days...
That y I always blur blur n I dunno wat I was thinking...
The mind was blank n empty, n need sweet to make me feel happy...
Bcoz it's going to the end of the year...
I still rmb wat we promise before...
till tis end of month, the decision will b make abt our relationship...
I know the incident make u heartbroken, losing faith to me...
Normally u juz like nothing, but I know u really care abt it...
From the way u talking, u treat me, I know...
I so afraid of losing u...
coz I really do love u, nobody will give me such strong feeling as u do...
I even forget the time with my ex...
I lost interested with guys, even my frenz recommend to me, no matter how good looking r him, I also not interested or got feeling to it...
I start wonder am I still a normal girl???
I dunno who can listen to my thought, who can I really tell to???
If I telling others, they also wont prescribe to the right method...
This is my problem, I juz can accept n solve by myself...