Upset#dream#memories

Feeling sort of sad...
I dunno wat it meant but it seem like I m not so important...
I doesnt mean anything...
Sometimes feels so much down...
Shud I continue??
Guessing???
Suffering???
I m so hesitating to make my own choice...
Sometimes I really wish I could have a kind of magic medicine that I can take it to forget abt anything, back to my childhood time...
Or being bang or hit by anything on me to make me lost any memories...
It is killing me slowly...
If ask me wat I want for my birthday,
Can I wish my dream above come true???'
Tat is all I wanted for my present tis year...